Five

five sentences, i only need five to tell you the truth

one, i was fucked up really fucked up when i came to you. two, i was scared about hanging out, i had no idea if i would catch feelings  so i overcompensated by feeling absolutely nothing. three, i could not feel anything i didn't wanted to feel anything so i didn't, nothing. four you need something to make it work, desire at least, i was driven only by curiosity and as i now understand that's not enough. five, it's fifty fifty and this is my half, it feels like it's heavier then yours, as usual.

I guess i'm sorry.